Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday
I've gotta lot of things to learn
said I would and I'll be leaving one day before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you?
sing me something new
don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
they only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things Have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
maybe you and I will not believe the things we find behind the door

So what's the matter with you?
sing me something new don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
they only seem to come and go away

stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be

stand by me.. nobody knows yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone there is one thing I could never give you my heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you?

sing me something new don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
they only seem to come and go away

stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be

stand by me.. nobody knows yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be maybe I can see yeah

don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
they only seem to come and go away

stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me nobody knows the way it's gonna be
stand by me.. nobody knows

yeah god only knows the way it's gonna be

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아난과 마등가여인

붓다 2016. 3. 13. 22:54

 

 

 

 

부처님이 사위성 기원정사에 계실 때 아난이 탁발을 하러 나갔다가 마을 우물에서 물을 긷는 여인에게 물 사발을 청하여 마시게 되었다. 
 
물을 공양한 여인은 마등 집안의 딸이었는데, 그녀는 아난에게 첫 눈에 반하고 말았다. 
 
집에 돌아와서도 마음속에서 아난을 지울 수 없던 그녀는 울며불며 아난에게 시집을 보내달라고 어머니에게 떼를 썼다. 
 
아난이 부처님의 출가사문이라는 사실을 안 어머니는 딸을 타이르며, 이미 부처님의 제자가 된 사람은 결혼하지 않는다는 것을 이야기했지만, 
 
자신은 아난과 부부의 연을 맺지 않으면 차라리 죽어버리겠다며 막무가내로 매달렸다. 
 
결국 어머니는 아난을 집으로 끌어들인 다음 하룻밤을 보내기 전에는 나가지 못하도록 신통력을 부리며 협박하였다. 
 
이 사실을 천안통을 통해 알게 된 부처님은 역시 신통력으로 아난을 구해주었다. 
 
그러나 그 뒤에도 마등가는 아난에게 사랑을 갈구했다. 
 
부처님은 그녀를 불러 제안했다. 
 
아난과 똑같이 머리를 깍으면 아난과 결혼시켜 주겠다는 것이다. 
 
딸이 머리를 깍고서라도 결혼을 하겠다는 말에 어머니는 딸을 만류하였지만, 결국엔 딸의 고집을 꺽지 못했다. 
 
머리를 깍고 기뻐하며 부처님께 나타나 약속대로 아난과 부부의 연을 맺어달라고 청하자 부처님은 그녀에게 물었다. 
 
"아난의 어디를 사랑하느냐?" 
 
"저는 그분의 눈도 코도 귀도 목소리도 걸음걸이도 사랑합니다." 
 
그러자 부처님은 "눈에는 눈물이 있고 코에는 콧물이 있고 입에는 침이 있고 귀에는 귀지가 있고 몸에는 오줌, 똥, 고름 따위의 더러운 것이 가득하다. 
 
또 부부가 되면 자식들이 생기고, 그들도 언젠가는 죽어 없어질 것이다. 
 
이러한 육신에 무슨 사랑할 것이 있단 말이냐?" 
 
그녀는 부처님의 말씀을 듣고 곰곰이 생각에 잠기었다. 
 
그리고 자기가 그토록 사랑한다던 육신이야말로 깨끗하지 못한 것이며, 이 또한 언젠가는 사라질 허망한 것임을 진실로 깨닫게 되었다. 
 
그래서 그녀는 곧 아라한과를 얻게 되었다. 
 
그래서, 바로 부처님께 머리를 숙이며 그간의 행동에 대해 진심으로 부끄러워하여 이렇게 아뢰었다. 
 
"부처님께서 도를 일러주셔서 제 마음을 깨닫게 되었습니다. 
 
이제 저는 마음이 열리어서 밤중에 등불을 얻은 듯, 배를 타고 가다가 언덕에 닿은 듯, 장님이 지팡이를 잡은 듯, 늙은이가 지팡이에 의지한 듯 하옵니다." 
 
이렇게 부처님은 마등가에게 사람의 몸은 부정한 것으로 가득 차 있으며, 자식이란 결국 근심거리 라는 내용의 설법을 들려주었다. 
 
이에 감명받은 마등가는 자신의 어리석음과 탐욕을 뉘우치고 출가해 비구니가 되었다. 
 
큰 깨달음을 얻고 마침내 숙명통을 얻어 전생에 아난이 자기 남편인 것을 알고 마음을 돌렸다. 
 
부처님께서는 이어 부끄러워하는 아난존자를 위해 <능엄경>을 설하시니, 
 
"네 그 부끄러운 마음이 안에 있느냐, 밖에 있느냐, 중간에 있느냐? 아니면 오장육부에 있느냐?" 
 
라고 물으신 것이 저 유명한 능엄경의 칠처징심(七處徵心)인 것이다. 
 
<능엄경> 끝 부분에 아난이 그러한 일을 당하게 된 이유가 나와 있는데, 아난과 마등가는 이미 전생에 500번이나 다정한 부부의 인연을 맺은 사이라고 하였다. 

 

 

 

 

출처: 카카오스토리 자성불

 

 

 

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내가 요즘 이 부분 때문에 결혼하고 싶은 마음도, 연애를 하고 싶은 마음도 없어져버렸는데

 

원숭이가 바나나를 놓지 못하듯이 세속의 관례에 따라 남들처럼 살아갈 것인가

 

손에 쥔 바나나를 탁 놓아버리고 출가해서 공부를 하며 살아갈 것인가

 

결혼하지 않고 공부를 하며 살아갈 것인가..... 에 대한 고민이 많다. 심히.

 

왜 이것에 대해 고민을 하고 있는지도 고민이다.

 

 

 

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[Akil]
Uh, no doubt, it took ten years, for me to pressure cook my fears
No my front line rhymes moving up from the rear
My dream slash career appeared ever so clear
Now I'm able to touch, smell, feel, speak, and hear
My fans cheer, my time is finally here
The past depart the present cause the future is near
Anticipation, magnified my motivation
Direct my energy to touch nations
Been entertaining since niggas was really banging
Dancning at the old folks parties, pancaking
I've been waiting for my time to shine
From Catholic school ?John Mid? junior high
From ??? to rocking at the Good Life
We paid the price to keep rhyming and rip shit on the mic
Yo, cause if you only knew what we been through
The struggle and the pain to maintain and continue

Expectations, on our committee Unified relations
We Rebel our Rhythm through tribulations
And treble and bass the situation with dedication

[Charli 2na]
Yo, go get your ticket, your seats snacks and beverages
While we get wicked all in your brain cracks and crevaces
Servicing bulletins to you critical puritans
Who be shouting in my vicinity doubting my capability
(Expect) no defeat, my whole fleet be scorching
Keep across your vision blurred from heat distortion
The proportions better that precaution
While we shake the portion fakes are lost in, never flossing
(The antidote for your mood) We sloppy dope and I'm hoping
What I wrote get you open like a Fallopian tube
In my crew we inclube brothers who worthy
Rebels indeed, J's from LA, I'm from Shahee
>From Jersey, ever thirsty for success
Plus never vexed, flipping for Allah cause he blessed us
With the talent, to make Jurassic your next guest
Rocking since the '84 Fresh Fest, yes

Great expectations, on our committee Unified relations
We Rebel our Rhythm through tribulations
And treble and bass the situation with dedication (Repeat 2x)

[Marc 7even]
Ayo my story starts in the NJ state
And gets deep like a movie Bruce and Demi make
I moved to the land of sand and ill earthquakes
I didn't know this was the place I'd get my piece of the cake
Or the piece of the pie, U-N-I-T-Y
Every Thursday night at the Life we kept it tight
That's right, that's where we dwelled and the rhythm rebelled
We a blast from the past like the shotgun shells
No a mocho males with raps about a beer
(Our mission is to persevere) So haters play the rear
We toured the stratesphere from London to the Square
You swear you're prepared to diss what we have here
Indeed time ticks as rapid rhymes rip
Earth and time split in time to find it's
Just another manic Monday, and one day
We'll shine, too, so my crew say

Expectations, on our committee Unified relations
We Rebel our Rhythm through tribulations
And treble and bass the situation with dedication

[Zaakir]
Yo, whether you love to hate it, if it's in or outdated
If I've been overrated or maybe your most favorite
You expect me still to write my verse on time
And I expect you not to front when you hear my rhyme
Don't expect me to smile cause it's in good taste
I know cats that's no mistake smiling in my face
And don't expect to try and guess if I'm mad or not
Or if I'm cold or hot, you would know if not
And don't expect me to come and just bite my tongue
It's kind of hard to forget what some brothers have done
But my mother always said you can forgive and forget
And expect that most promises won't be kept
I guess I gave credit where it wasn't deserved
To brothers must have preferred to not keep their word
The bigger the burden, the bigger the uncertain
No expectation for my creation, great expectation

 

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Check this out
Real quick
I don't know if everbody know us personally as individuals
So what I want to do right know is
Is I want to take this timeout just to introduce everybody
So let me just introduce everybody

I need from the people up top
From the people on the bottom
And the people in the back on both sides
To give it up when I say

(When the music is the soul)
(And the soul is the music)

So what I want to do right now
Is I just want to go back a little bit with y'all
Check this out

[Zaakir]
Yo, dressed in indiginous garb sittin abroad
The words that I use to be awed people aplaud
Now watch how the brother adapt fill in the gaps perhaps
I play the block until the curb collapse
Now check the method and put the message on record
Promote the effort and change the neighorhood preference
And keep'em guessin from the old to the adolescent
It's J5 and it ain't no half steppin

[Chali 2na]

The word play we display
Can only convey the vibe when they dj
Colonial rep but far from the empecee
Feel sorry for those who bystand innocently
The menace in me divides men's courage in half
I murdered my staff
Demolished every nerd in my path
The verbal giraffe
....jive
We do play live
Ask the people who they fly
The crew J5

[Mark 7even]
We ride right into the night
Words that we write
We're calm then a settle your site
Come to the light
The word play we display
Kept us movin from Tokyo to LA
Catch the feelin as we move on
Follow the groove and steadily soothe
Gotch you all comin in two
Follow the crew
No mean thing cause we tied like shoe strings
When we sing you hear buzz like bee stings

(thank you...thank you)

[Chali 2na]
This is a, uh, very historical moment for us as Jurassic 5 man for real man
I feel like, uh you know, we have some serious support out here...

[Chorus]
You know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we know we know we know we know we
So you know we bring this back 4 u

[Akil]

Yeah...What...Yeah
When we play you walk this way
We walk in faith I hope you feelin great
We came here tonight just to celebrate
Put ya hands up high you know we're rockin the place
If you came here to hate you came way to late
Jurassic emcees and came to set shit straight
Originality, check the way we originate
Style and communicate check the way we demostrate

[Chali 2na]
Countdown three two one
Some rappers a speak the real
And I can see through some
I focus my sound
I never sellin surplus pounds
I'm workin to smash and drown all you circus clowns
You try to dis and get your rims crushed like ants eggs
Some are fated where my tims touch my pant legs
We indestructable plus we's magnificent kings
Beat over book by overlooking insignificant things
That bullshit that you bring

[Chorus]
You know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we bring this back 4 u
So you know we know we know we know we

 

 

 

몇 년이 지나도 안질려 진심 애정합니다.

 

 

 

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